I have an open heart, my kids are my entirety. Even if it isn't one I birthed, but needs a family. Without all the details that may be embarassing, my children called and I went. I don't know the hows or the whys, but I will do everything in my power to help this child. To love him like he is my own, care for him, protect him. I have never felt so lucky and so heartbroken all at the same time.

Otherwise, life is all over the place. I just, ugh. Thtas the way to summarize my feelings today. I have such good and yet some bad that I would prefer to ignore. Since we don't get that option, plow ahead.

This morning my head is such a whirlwind, I am barely able to compose a thought at all. Writing is a challenge at best. I spent all day cleaning and my house is trashed. I must start again.

I am my own worst enemy. I hate that I am, but truth. I wish I culd let things go, but some resentment keeps me throbbing. I hate that I resent so much. Maybe I need a vacation?

So life continues in it's very ordinary, very average way. Off to do the things that are calling from the other room.

When will alundry fold itself??

Isis