Thursday, May 21, 2009

Somewhere Over The Rainbow...............

Is a job for me with smartical people in a position I could handle without education. I do my own scheduling anyway, I mean come on. Give me the bucks.

It has gotten bad enough I want no more with my company. I won't leave until I find a new one, but I can't take the bullshit. Here I sit today, off, after a 6 days stretch. My kids have tomorrow off, I tried to swap and was told to contact her babysitter. Monday, yep working. I hate it so badly, if I think on it too much, I will exploded with tears or anger.

Anyway, I am home today. My plans is too lounge, clean, shower, lounge, and cook dinner, and lounge. Whew, tough list. Giggle.

So still waiting on the house. Still. I have been in contact, but it is hit, miss, hit miss.

So all this bullshit has limited my time behind the camera. There is something*big* coming for Darkness and I. A photoshoot, with me behind the lens. I bet he thinks I have forgotten, indeed I have not. I have been scoping out locations and envisioning in my head the right tone these photos should present. This isn't cutesy family portraits. This is Rivethead/Industrial/Goth. This is important to me. So, I am leaning greatly towards an empty warehouse. I had considered Fort Knox as the setting, but to me it says less Rivethead, more Vamp, Knight and consistency should be prevelent in a themed shoot. So I am all but begging for an empty warehouse space.

So otherwise, life is life here. I wish I had more time and energy in every day and the last two weeks have been very hard. And I won't even touch the ex husband issue, not for money. Off for now, burned enough time on this blog.

Isis

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