My Childen, Don't Stop Dancing

Creed: Don't Stop Dancing:

At times life is wicked and I just can't
see the light
A silver lining sometimes isn't enough
To make some wrongs seem right
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many
feel this way

Children don't stop dancing
Believe you can fly
Away...away

At times life's unfair and you know
it's plain to see
Hey God I know I'm just a dot in
this world
Have you forgot about me?
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many
feel this way

Am I hiding in the shadows?
Forget the pain and forget the sorrows

But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many
feel this way

Children don't stop dancing
Believe you can fly
Away...away

Am I hiding in the shadows?
Are we hiding in the shadows?




I am mother. They have made my life, broken me, given me a reason to be and live. They are my soul embodied into a tangible form. Each child is a piece of my innermost imagination, fun, love, trepidation, innocence. I am embodied in my children. I would stand for hours in the rain to keep them dry, I would take any pain away to keep them from crying. I would starve to feed them. I would stay awake for ever and watch them sleep peacefully curled into my side. I am nothing without them. I realize every day how thankful I am. I also realize how many small moments I miss daily. I do have to share them with their father, grandparents, aunts and incles. They are ine though, I hate when they are away. I worry about their safety, well being and get consumed with when they will be back with me. I can't imagine not having my children.

I feel like I am not suceeding in life, because my own true passion in life is falling aside. I have to work, I have no choice, but I am missing so much. The only thing that truly gives me a true sense of peace and fulfillment is being a stay at home mommy. I wish I could still stay at home.

Despite my need to work, I do try and do all I can to be a good mommy, hopefully great mommy. We have our moments of disaray, confusion and downright crazy. I hope the good, the day trips, picnics, little celebrations, time, make everything worth life. I want to do good, right and be the best. My goal and aspiration. I hope they never stop dreaming, reaching or dancing.